She was there when I was alone and looked at me when tears burned in my eyes.
but i couldn't see her,
I didn't want to hear her voice,
but she'll never leave me alone.
she is always with me.
my soul...

you know, drawing isn't my best piont, though i like to do it.
so whem i have a problem or something I'm gonna write things like poems, lyrics or stories.
they're always sad, ok sometimes I make love peoms but most of them all are sad.
I don't like to tell everything so i write them.
i had a friend called Bob, but he's almost dead. he didn't say a lot cuz it was my finger .
my mother things i have always problems. cuz i'm quet. but I can be happy, sometimes, haha.

maybe its my age, or things in my past, or something what happend yesterday.

yesterday... all my troubles seems so far away! good song

Moi
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Nameless again
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Pain you couldn't feel,
Screaming you wouldn't hear,
Tears you didn't see,
You hided it behind your own fear.

Anger you couldn't dream,
Sorrow you didn't recognize,
Hate you wouldn't tuch,
Now you're living in your own lies.

*Happy Mabon everyone!!!*


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finally, Bob died... R.I.P .

this is not about Bob
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he cries tears as rain,
trying to forget his pain.
you can see it in his face,
he can't find his place.
waching people having fun,
all he wants is going to run.
run far away,
try to find his way
nothing is real,
exept the pain he can feel.
its like the whole world is dying,
and all he can do is cryin,
you can't always run away,
you'll remember yesterday,
but you'll be the light,
in the darkness of the night